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Everybody's talkin' But they don't say a thing They look at me with sad eyes but I don't want their sympathy It's cool you didn't want me Sometimes you can't go back Why'd you have to go and make a mess like that?
.:-Me Me Me-:.


Mandz91102
Age. 14
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Wee
Location Gillett, PA
School. Other
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If only we could take back the stupid things...
Tuesday. 10.21.03 10:25 pm
most of us probably would, but not me. I wouldn't change anything that I've ever done and I wouldn't change anything that's ever happened. Everything happens for a reason, right? I don't think so. I think that shyt happens because of our ignorance and lack of self control...and that's why thing's happen...but yah can't be mad or sad about it...you gotta accept thing's and move on. Yea, so I fucked up everything that coulda been with me n Ryan...That's ok. For every action, there is a consequence. Eventually, you'll take a look at life and stop trying to figure it out or change it, but indeed will just accept it graciously. You'll never understand life...so just get the fuck over it and accept what's thrown at you with a smile...because being upset and angry about things will only kill time...and you.

^Yuuup, that's to you.

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Now, for the real crap...
Tuesday. 10.21.03 2:19 pm
Yano, Ryan's confusing. He gives me hope and crap and it's sooo confusing. Idk...but it's okers. I'm stronger then this. Heh, he's a real cutie tho. Lol his gf's hair is hideous today tho. I can't even look at her without laughing...it's really very, very funny. ughers, I miss Ryan...

anywhooo, last nite tony told me he hadda talk to me and to meet him at the end of my driveway, so I did and I told him I didnt want anything to do with him for now cuz he was making me life to confusing and everything...and he asked me if it was bc of Ryan n I told him not really, but kinda. He was like, "when you're ready to hang out again, let me know..I'm going to miss yah..." n then he kissed my head and drove off into the night...lol, it was odd...sad, stalkerish...idk. I miss him. lol

I need something to do friday...ughers, is there a football game at home?

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Ugh, one more thing...
Tuesday. 10.21.03 2:17 pm
01.My name is: Manda
02.I may seem: like a freak
03.But I'm really: awesome! Hahaha suuure
04.People who know me think I'm: well, idk ask them.
05.If you knew me you'd probably think I'm: a bit odd
06.Sometimes I feel: like a dumbass
07.In the morning I: lay in bed until I absolutely have to get up
08.I like to sleep: in my bed
09.If I could be doing anything right now I would be: I’d be with ryan…literally
11.One thing I wish I had is: ummers, I guess one more chance…
12.One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: an obsession
13.All you need is: one more chance to make things right
14.All I need is: music. Uh huh uh huh.
15.If I had one wish it would be: to have my ryan back…
16.Love is: confusing and horrible and wonderful and painful
17.My body: is all mine…lol
18.If an angel flew into my window at night I would: ugggh, be angry and annoyed at it for waking me up.
19.If a demon crashed into my window I would: heh, be skerred…
20.If I could see one person right now it would be: Ryan
21.Something I want but I don't really need is: Ryan…lol
22.Something I need but I don't really want is: him to stop giving me hope…
23.I live for: the moments I’ll wish I could forget.
24.I dare you all to: hump a tree
25:I am afraid of: the dark
26.It makes me angry when: well, just about everything makes me angry
27.I dream about: my dreams aren't appropiate for school.

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While You Loved Me-Rascal Flatts
Monday. 10.20.03 9:00 pm
If I ever write the story of my life
Don’t be suprised if you’re where it begins
Girl, I’d have to dedicate every line on every page
To the memories we made, while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me

I’d start with chapter one, love innocent and young
As the morning sun on a new day
Even though I know the end, Well I’d do it all again
‘Cause I got a lifetime in, while you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me

I was born the day you kissed me
And I died inside the night you left me
But I lived, oh how I lived
(I lived) While you loved me

Ryan told me this song reminded him of me and him...it makes me sad. I really miss him...but that's ok. I wish he'd stop giving me all this hope and then hurting me by saying how he lieks Kayla. He doesn't know her...at all. He doesn't know whata whore she is...and how gross she is...He has no idea, but time will tell...and what keeps me going is the fact that WE ALL KNOW they won't last forever...

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Another confusing day...
Monday. 10.20.03 8:03 pm
god I hate Kayla...she pissed me off today...like every other day.

as did Jamie. I don't even fucking want anything to do with him anymore. I'm sicka being his friend and putting up with his mental beating...what do yah call that? ugh whatever...

Last nite Chelle told me Caitlin McBratney went n told her dad that I was pregnant...so now, people's parents think I am.....greeeeat, eh? No, not gerat buuut the funny part was, I byched at her today n god i wanted to punch her...like Chelle said, I should have killed her last year when I had the chance.

ugh, I'll tell about Tony later.

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I'm happy...
Sunday. 10.19.03 10:27 am
I loved being with Ryan...he was the greatest thing that ever happened to me...really great guy too but, I love the single life. Now, I have all my priorities in order and I know what I want out of life. I realized that I don't like commiting to one guy, but I like just being able to do what I want. I miss Ryan but he's happy and I'm happy...so I guess this was for the best.

"And all I can do is keep on telling you I want you, I need you...but, there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you. Now don't be sad 'cause two out of three ain't bad."-Tony you're sucha good friend to me and I really want to be more with you, but not right yet. We have the potential to be a great couple...and I don't wanna ruin that. Thanx for everything...:) You never cease to amaze me with the sweet things you say n do. Can't wait for another day with you...

Jamie, I wish I knew what was wrong with you. You used to tell me everything...we used to have a great friendship, don't ruin that Jimmerz...I love yah too much to loose you.

As for Lori, wowies do I miss her. I mean, I still talk to her and see her sometimes after school, but it's not the same...Ughers, It's not fair. Life's a bytch...

and for my Chelle, I'm glad things are good again...I don't even know why we were fighting. It was stupid. I hope nothing comes between us again.

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